the addiction kicks in..

Here we go again,
The battlefield of the mind,
Why is it that I have to be so tense,
When everything is going well?
So they all said that we are all addicts,
We have different kind of addiction,
And as for me,
I am addicted to adrenaline rush,
I am addicted to unfinished puzzle,
When there is no clear target,
No destination, no game, no competition,
Everything is smooth sailing and easy ride,
I become so jaded.
This is exhausting.
Someone, please give my brain something to do!