welcome to my paradise

damn, if you life in this country in the past three to four months, everywhere you turn, you will listen to this song being played here and there. Well, mostly in clubs and tv. i'd been to surabaya, bandung, jakarta, everywhere, turns out tat song had becoming a hit. First time i listened to it, it kinda sounds like my dad's old skool. anyhow, not important at all.

i just got into thinking,
about paradise
then i just jot down some thoughts, to me paradise is

• the singapore great sale
• 80% sale in nine west, gucci and mango
• having a building for my incorporation
• reading a very very excellent psychology book
• an excellent tall glass of latte
• laying down on my bed, lights off, dave kozz tune is on
• a gala dinner with close family and friends
• a hot summer sunset, any beach will do
  
• getting lost in my own thoughts
  

Yes, the most applicable of all,
my paradise = lost in my own imaginary wonderland
ahh yes, i'm a dreamer.
The best escape sometimes is not physical,
sometimes the best quick escape is done in your head,
mentally speaking.

Well, as long as you are not obsessed with your imagination, and still can endure the life in the world of reality, i would say that day dreaming is very very healthy and is adviceable --> is there such a word adviseable? Hey afterall, all the smartest inventions that we enjoy today, like mobile fone and television, were born from someone's day dreaming.

anyhow, my paradise is not a world of scientific innovation. it's more like a world of fairytale. Imagine if you can have a personality that you do not possess in reality. Imagine if you have the power, fame and fortune that you do not own in reality (just yet!!!). Imagine if you could say the thing that you wish to say to someone in the real world, if you could give what you do not have, if you could treat someone the way your heart really desires. You make the rule. it's your own paradise.

There are these characters that do not exist in reality, but you really want to meet, because you think it would be amazing if such a person will come into your life. I know, blame Hollywood and fictional novels. Blame history and blame your own imagination. I dont know about you, but everytime i watch a james bond movie, damn i want to meet someone in reality who is just as charming as suave as cool as him. but well even in reality, pierce brosnan is not as interesting as the person that he plays in the movie. So does brad pitt or tat good looking guy who plays superman.

OR sometimes, there is a real person whom you have known in the real world. The particular person is a nice and wonderful. But then you think to yourself, he or she will be more interesting if she possess a certain personality. you wonder how your relationship and that particular person will change if there is a slightly different new personality added. A shy person, whom you change in your wonderland to become a very assertive person.

welcome to my paradise, where you are going to meet this character whom i name, kryptonite. You've heard me using the name for more than once. well, the character is not reffered to one particular person. but to many people who possess some similar characteristics. I've met a number of people who have kryptonite gene in their DNA.

People who are unreasonably smart, damn, some of them are purely genius. They are manipulative, controlling, and like to play with people's mind. These people are too confident, too arrogant but charming to the point of irresistable. These people are undoubtly charismatic and gorgeous in person. They can make people to believe that they are larger than life.

You just dont know when and how, you are started to be smitten emotionally by them. They rock your world, turn your world upside down. They say things that you really want to hear, they sweep you off your feet ala a knight in the shinning armour. You come to the point when everything that they say become very convincing and true to you. You lost your personality and your own self in their presence. You become like someone with no confidence, just like a little innocent child, being blinded by their charm and intelligence. At one point they turn from a sweet delight to a poison. But somehow, you have turned into an addict. that particular person has becoming your weakness. a weakness that you cannot escape, is what kryptonite is.

IF one name or two suddenly appear in you mind then you have met that species. If you dont know what i am talking about, well, just take this as an early notification. May be one day you will experience the encounter, and by then shall i say to you: do enjoy the moment, because it only lasts seconds. at least that how it always turns out in my wonderland.

So yesh, it's 10 am. time to go to work. bye bye wonderland. ow, hellow paperworks! gotta run now. au revoir.

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.According to his/ her answer, how smart is the person who sends this posting?
bebeh linceu? her significant strength is intrapersonal skill. you should know how dangerous
that is. hahahaha rite beh? oohh..... on second thought, perhaps you don't wanna know. for your
own sake :)


mbakk jusman yaa.. untung sajah Tuhan suda menyelamatkan dia.. kalo tidak pasti suda
jadi atheist ato free thinker ato psikopat cantik sperti di film basic instinct.. sudahlaahh pakai saja otakmu untuk mencari uang nakk daripada buat "PLAYING MIND GAMES..!!"


Caroline has multiple personalities and one genius brain

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