shall i know thy name?

it's one fine afternoon, the clock states the time precisely at 1:53:26 and she sits pretty by the computer. Her eyes are locked in multiple pieces of writings that are displayed in different windows in front of her. New York Times, Harian Kompas online, wikipedia: history of rembrandt, literature pieces on kryptonism legacy, weblogs, and cosmopolitan website, and Our Daily Bread devotional site. That is so typical her. she eats knowledge, not information, for her daily bread. she likes to be drawn and wanders her thoughts in highly appreciated arts. Poetry and psychology are her pieces of cake. She likes to force her brain and soul to be mezmerised by unconventional ways of thinking. She acknowledges the existence of genius and praises their masterpieces in awe. Contrary to popular belief, she is a follower of the pop culture as well. As religious as she is, she loves to keep in touch with her dark side. Hollywood, Paris and Milan are her source of escape from the world of innocence. She is not naive. she knows things, but as the bible teaches, let the wise keeps her mouth shout. of course, that statement is her own translation. She likes to be recognised for her intelligence, she likes to be acknowledge for her sensibility and wants to be known for her superiority. wannabies are some sort of mockery to her, so does those with no brain and who can only talk rubbish. arrogant and stubborn, she admits. she can laugh at herself and appreciate the simplest things in life. She used to be a pure heart, an innocent child who believes in the good in every person. But love transforms her. She feels pain, she feels betrayal and envy, she realised that the antagonist does exist in the perfect world of hers. So, she learnt her mistakes, her sweet sweet mistakes. She admitted the fact that there are mere human beings who are designed to screw other people's brain. she was screwed, and then she becomes one. She loves challenges and syncronicity in life. she likes things to be done in her ways. she is a mastermind who loves to blue print a life. she likes to see things happen the way she has already predicted. Nobody is perfect, she agrees, but with enough determination, perfection is simply just a different standard for everyone. Perfection is a destination that can be reached, at least in her own agenda. She does not like defeat. She embraces fear and insecurity. the fact that nobody can stand in her own might, but so does the bible says, in my weakness His strength is perfected. Therefore she stands still, and til the very day she has seen the ways He has elevated her. higher than before. she is grateful. she is a person who knows to who her heart belongs, her soul belongs, and with such understanding she refuses defeat. People could have never predicted where about she was going, and still to the very day, they dont know what does she have in mind. she keeps doing things that nobody has ever taken before. she accomplishes miracle after miracle. She is afraid of the pace of her walks, but all she knows she could not stop. so she keeps walking. she holds her head up, zip her caffeine , takes a deep breath. then she continues to feed her brain, her soul, her whole being. just for the sake of preparing the unwaken, the elevation that she definetely knows for sure, will she encounter. The time is stated precisely 2:15:33.