holding my breath

tell me,
what do i gotta do?
because my pulse is racing fast
too hard to breathe

okay, so i just heard another "heart-breaker" story last night.
right.
remember our talk last night, girl? *you know who you are*
we want someone who loves us more than we do love him,
but aint that how it worked on the first place?
They love us so much that we trusted them
and when we finally learnt to love them back
they break our hearts.

yes yes, same old story, just different players.

we thought it's going to be different, but eventually found ourselves singing the same old song.

But, i tell you what,
It does not bring me down as it used to be,
well we are turning 22 pretty soon, huh?
we've learnt from experiences that

love
is not always what looks like on the outside
is not always what is happening at the moment
is not always what you feel or you think it is

i just know that it does not matter how many times our hearts had been stomped on, life goes on. Keep on stepping, girlfriend.

IF he aint worth it, God is not going to permit him to have you in the end.
Not good enuf for His precious daughter, huh :)