moi ResolutionGkz...

pastor D sermon tis wik is on the topic of Lyfe Missing Ingredients: Freedom
If u are free to smoke and you choose to smoke, tat's not really freedom
could you stop at anytime you want?
freedom is the ability to say no, and take control over your body

got me into thinking,
it's not only to say no to your body
wat about saying no to the heart and mind
if i hate someone, i dont like some particular people,
tat's my freedom to decide , i can hate anyone that i want
what the hew?!
but, if i cannot forgive , because i am controlled by my pride
tat means i'm not really free yea?
i'm enslaved by my personality

i've lived my lyfe wif pride yang segede2 gaban..for 19 yrs, 264 days hehehe
just then, i had an argument wif my boss because we disagree on a very simple
matter about the cheapest flight to spore (by only $50 difference)
before me actually turning 20, well i want to make a resolution
i dun want to be enslaved by my pride, my ngeukeuh ndablek stubborn personality
well, it's too Da*n hard for me..
i still dun kno where to start, how am i going to do this?
but hey tat's why we have the Holy Spirit inside, rite!
To help us overcoming our weakness...
so yeah, bwat semuah orang yang udah pernah *perang mulut* ama gw
can i jus say to u, "I'm giving up"

terus terus terus....

i need a lip service...ngomongnnya negatif melulu..
*cape* *stress**sebelll**susah pisann* *wat the hew?!**anjoy (read:anjrittt)*
*udah mo mati ajah gw**geuleuhh..pikasebeleun**Mongki abis tu orang**Geblek*
hahahaha kasar abis gw seh...kaga ada ladyalike-nya amat yak.
kata boss gw jg "lin2, u are a man!*
oh well, this year..i will try my best to cross out all of those words frm my dictionary
i argued wif my mom before, what's so wrong abt. expressing our emotion
i's not that i'm cursing with a very2 bad word
then my momma said, "darling, what u saw is what u reap"
If u say that u are stressed all the time, those words will come into reality
our mouth is a very powerfull weapon, the bible says, it can either bring blessing or curse
so watch ur words wisely

udah dhee..dua ajah lah resolutionnya...daripada entar ga kesampean hihihi
*Tuhaaaannn....tolongin me, yahhh.....I do, and i mean it, i do really want to change!*

lin-en-vita..we are so bored during entrepreneurship class, tat we started takin' pictures..

who impress u da most?

1. a gurl who knows everything? Christine
2. a guy who knows everything? Alex..he knows everything under the sun!, ama my boss dhee, chandra
3. a gurl who have it all? fely , the look,brain, personalities, spirituality, parents, man, and the doggies
4. a guy who have it all? geezz..havent met any?? if i meet one...*hummm*
5. a gurl who is the best singer? darlene zcech <-- how do u spell it?
6. a guy who is the best singer? jebo!
7. a gurl who is the funniest joker? bebehku...never dry never dull!!
8. a guy who is the funniest joker? too many to name..hopeng gw dhe, senpri...ketawanya edun!
9. a gurl who has all the money in the world? humm...my koshan cousins??
10. a guy who has all the money in the world? duhhh i see many guys who have muach monies tat they spend em kaya kacang goreng... cman kalo yang duit sendiri mah belon ketemu....
11. a gurl with the best fashion sense? sierraaa....
12. a guy with the best fashion sense? my bro dong, never put a foot wrong, and his bestfren, johan!
13. a gurl whom is naive and innocent? in a good way yea, my housemate
14. a guy whom is naive and innocent? tian lahhh....tompel jg, terus ein dhee...
15. a gurl who is very speculative? ci yenni *she's my mentor though!! sok lah transfer ilmu-na kadieu*
16. a guy who is very manipulative? waahh..too many to names, i do like manipulative guys though asal motifnya ga mencong2 amat :D
17. a gurl who cooks like martha stewart? eceuuu...
18. a guy who cooks like jamie oliver? moni
19. a gurl who is very masculine? siapa lagih lahh....BURUTTT!!! but her heart is softer than any gurlie gurl in da world!!
20. a guy who is very feminime? better close my mouth on this hahaha
21. a gurl who likes to take pictures? tat's easy...popoi!! :D a gurl gotta do wat a gurl gotta do, yea ^_^
22. a guy who likes to take pictures? senseeeennnn centil pisan sia tehhhh.....

wat u learn frm business skool

1. my major is M&M
2. i knew abt a gurl, named Poppy King, who makes million bucks at the age of 18 by inventing a lipstick warna MEDOK
3. i knew that in 1970s Ford company once had to choose whether to spend 300 million to modify the engine of cars *forget the brand??*, or pay compensation on death of people who will die due to blown up on the car engine. Guess wat? more than 10 ppl were burnt alive, trapped in car explosion
4. the richest man on earth, and the second richest man on earth, microsoft and dell, are school drop-out *so what's the point of going to uni?
5. if u earn 50k the tax is 37%, and if u earn 51k ur tax increases to 47% *wat??*
6. unemployed ppl of W.A got 700 bucks every mth..*not much different in the end wif the top taxpayer, 10k!!---> better be unemployed, huh??*
7. a thief once sued an electric rolling-door company because it failed to open, during his mission of robbering sum1 house, and the thief got 500 grants in the end...*wat the??*
8. there is a vacuum cleaner company havin a slogan "we suck better" mwahahaha
9. the nex ting, i will tell in indo..supaya gw ga di-sue..humm...pintu cbs afterhours bisa dibuka ga usah pake kartu, pake "kekerasan", ada spots bwat parkir gratis bwat visitor di staff parking lantai paling atas :D
10. indo-cryme-undercover..sayangnya skrg udah ketauan, cman taun lalu, orang2 indo di cbs invented cara nge-print gratis, cara ngambil makanan dari vending machine gratis, cara nge-dwnld segala macem..mulai dr trilian ampe muvi viewer, nyolong assignments, "nyogok" lecturer...*thought nyogok only happened in indo? well u never been to curtin uni :D*
11. 2 days before assignment due dates, everyone u meet in the lab becomes ur frens, then comes the question "have u done tis part, can i have a look?"
12. if u are doing a mktg research unit, have to survey 200 ppl, survey the people who stand in the line, waiting for computers in cbs lab..they are bored and got nothing to do so they'll be happy to anwer ur questionnaire :D

lidya sweet 21st bday party

me and popoi in nana farewell party

esther'z new year storiezz...

31st december

kebaktian tutup taon dung.."tutup yg lama 'N' buka yg baru" wif God..leave behind 'ol past issues..*me think..sumtimes in lyfe, i dun have to wait until all problems are solved, finished, done...sumtimes, tymes had make them expired, and it's best to leave em and muv-on!* for me..i still have sum issues, things tat i wanted to say to sum particular people, all the sorry's, all the "i need ur explanations", all the "can we try again?", all the "gw ga terimaa..!!" and all other things..but then i tink, i can give a s**t anymore...no matter how awesome a past was, a past is jus a past..i would never look foward if i still wish to solve wat has been left behind..so during the new yr nite, i prayed to God and i closed the book for last year..

*adel if u read tis* i have decided, to close my "dendam" to paduka ratu...hahaha sutralah, watever she does, she couldnt hurt me any deeper, to order my heart to end all the "we could try again" thoughts wif my past lovaazz..*yesh baby, frm tis year on, we are frens without ".." anymore* and hey, i'm no longer single and unavailable hehehe it's really nice to say this ting in the end...

my new yrs thank you

to my all in all, the reason for me to live, JC!! so many breakdowns, tears and almost insane moments that me been thru' in 2004, and me testifies tat my Lord never failed to prove to me, that THE GOD by the name of Jesus Christ is never missed a deadline, never lies, never abandon a tear drop, never look down on any of my weakness, and is olweis finds a way to heal my pain :)

to my mum, the greatest blessing a daughter could ever ask....for becoming a role model, a constant shelter, a person who olweis says "sayang" and "i love u", for olweis be the one who call me first, eventhough we had a huge fight the nite before, for becoming the most understanding person, who laugh at my arrogance and cry for my achievements, who's always being honest wif me for her failure, and for loving my papi and yungki with all her hearts.

to chacha who stands by me in my darkest hours, thank you to listen to my "marah2, nangis2, geblek2an" stories for hours and hours and hours...chachaa, wat would i do without you!! i never met anyone wif a more symphatetic set of ears, and down-to-earth, olweis put others first before self heart

to my bestfren, burut...for olweis MENGUSAHAKAN quality tyme for me, in btw her "ipang" tyme hahaha, for understanding and 24/7 "on the rescue" mode for me, for her willingness to learn, for accompanionship, for ur "dodolness" tat olweis brings laughter to my day and for a wonderful heart tat olweis amazes mee...best frens forever, bur!!

to my housemate(s)..silvie and rika, u gurls rock!! palembang gurls rock hehehe..silviee u are the most polosh gurl i have ever met, kinda lugu but so sincere and baeeekkk abiss...u have helped me alot in the house-works, and our problemo wif tetangga, tengQ for the companionship and cool curhat in the kitchen hehehe...the best thing abt going home frm work everyday, is to find a wonderful girl at home...if i'm a guy, i'll look for a wife wif qualities like u, gurl!! hehehe

to my 3 mobile-fone customers, my bosses who paid my salary, who have given me money to live hahaha...God bless ya all!! To my previous boss and crew of Nandozz..i miss u all, and thank you for all the "lesbong, the dumb jokez, and all" i learnt so muach frm working there..

to all of my super amazing gurlfrenz, fely *my perfect model for a super-woman8, christine *the person whom i look up the most*, xenia *my mentor and big sis*, sansan * whom i care the most*, tirzah, bebeh maria, popoi, tiffany

to all my boy frenz..tian!!, hopenk, robby, rey, tompel, chris bojenk and all the gank, ein, nyongkeh, all the muzoz @ the rocks, my lil brothaz @ crystal jade..bobby, ryan, tojipz, tangggzkyuuuu..

finally, to my sweetest sweethearts tis year, u kno who u are, tengQ for the time that we shared, thank you for the lesson tat u taught me, tengQ for understanding of my comlex personality hahaha, tenQ u for the "i miss u" "u are beautiful" "thinking of u" words..eventhough u are gombal-ing me...hahaha, thank you tat we are good frens now ^_^

and to everyone who comes and goes into me-lyfe, if u do know me, or i do know u, or we jus sort of ga kenal tapi tau, yeahh me wanna say teng kyu for being u ^_^ *apa sih gw???* yah pokoknya thnks for intriguing my world, and keep invading me in the years to come, yea hehehe God bless ya all!!