have u ever been blank?

i tink there will olweis be moment where we feel so...blank!

when sumting unexpected, sumting intriguing, astonishing come to our way

it's amazing tat my most typical respond is not

panic, sadness or anger...

it's just blank

u thought u are so sad that u really want to break down

but you are not

or may be it's anger because u can't handle the truth

or may be it's disappointment or indifference

no it aint

it's not a happy or relief moment

it's a feeling of acceptance, but i feel like in denial too

it is so emotional that you really want to express it

but what is it when all u feel is just something, unknown

i wish it would be something other than blank

if it is anger or sadness..at least i would know how to handle 'em

but wat to do with blank-ness??

blank-ness contains tears but a feeling of relief

it contains no regret but a feeling of uncertainty

my blankness also contains cheerful mood and some sort of emotions

usually, when i am sad i am going to eat and when i am angry i scream

when i am blank...

i think and try to make this feeling something else...

i cry

i laugh

i sing

i write poems

i think

but i found no cure

blank feeling

whatever!

may be it's better to leave it as it is