wassup wif u lately??

watsup wif u lately?

well..these are things tat r goin' on in my lyfe at the moment....

half-heartedly finishing all assgnments and reading too-thick-too-boring-too-hard textbookS for Xams...

Draggin' MySelf to FitneSS-FirsT..have to burn those winter jelly belly before summer season..can't hide em behind jacket anymore ehehhehe

finish all the books tat i bought impulsively frm koorong..thank God they are good...*kissed the gurl and made her cry..anointed for business...boundless love..the message Remix*

i'm lovin my mini @evrysecond now...*si popoi mah udah eneq kali dengerin gw ngegombalin mobilku hihihi*people say u would do thing that u dread the most when u fall in love..it's true!! i cant believe me washing car at 12 noon or 12 nite..checkin tyre pressure n buying scratch and polish product...it's official..i'm in love ^_^

i spend almost evriday wif popoii...geezz gurl!! pokoknya kalo jalan ama diah tuh .antara idup dan mati dhe...*linn salah jalur..cepetan pindah..ga ada mobil* *lin trust my intuition..never be wrong.."then after 5 mins"..lin kayanya udah kelewat deh jalannya...* *lin bentar bentar..."then kedengeran suara" CEPRET.."camera mobile-fone"*

hahahaha poi..u'r UNBELIEVABLE..know wat!! i cant believe i fund sum1 who is more complicated than me...i olweis learn sumting new abt u evritime we talk...i love u to bits poi!!

i'm so grateful for ever-very-best-gurlfrens too..eventhough udah jarang ketemuan..our last dinner was totally a BLAST..*untung we took the BEFORE picture instead of the AFTER one hahaha* i'm soooo lookin fwd for our next-gurls-nite-in!!

i spend monday talking to Tiffany'N' wednesday wif vanessa ---> beautiful, amazing, smart gurlfrens ^_^

me so pump up for THE ROCKS camp..we had loads of laughter already jus by talkin abt it...the survivor game, the chicken dance..*ice ice baby!*..the undies en baygon ---> emang orang2 pada sinting segala macem jg diomongin!! most of all, camp for me is like a honeymoon for my spiritual walk..it's good to withdraw frm busy evriday lyfe and takin care of ur spirit and soul ^_^

then..wat's up wif me lately..i'm kinda KUAAANGEEEENNN.....ama yunkieee...*it's been a month since i saw u the vry las time hey...but the chat on the fone kemaren inih was kewl, bra!!* guess u are havin a really gut time there in bandoenk rite...dun forgeto ur ceceehhh heree...i need suntikan dana braaaa!!!!

humm mumpung lagi ngomongin kangen...i miss sum special people too, whom used to bring smilez to my face, but now i cant see evriday bcoz indo-perth ituh mayan jauh yah...aduu..i wish we spent more quality times to make the most of our memories yah...shoulda woulda coulda...

i'm loving "hillsongs-forever and a day" "alicia keys- if i ain't got you" "diana krall- change of address"
i want to improve my lyfe for the better..i start wif small practical things..like changing my bedroom colour...from blue to red ehheeheh...i try to decrease my caffeine intake..i substitute coffee wif vanila tea..i bake apple pie instead of eating shorbread for snacks..not bad for a start hey ^_^

bottom line: My Life been great lately..i'm still livin it to the fullest

secret i'll tell

secret i'll tell

10 things to cure Bete , sebel, sedih...

1. Retail Therapy
2. Chocolate
3. Teriak sekenceng2nya...
4. ngebut sekenceng2nya...*cman ati2 speedcam ^_^*
5. tidur
6. ke salon..*but dun go mad..last time i did tis..i ended up wif a poodle hair*
7. coffee..makin pait makin mempan
8. go to ur most sabar fren...then keluarin semuah uneg2nya
9. fitness..*body combat it is...bwat melampiaskan semuah gregetan ehhehe*
10. praying..the only way to get a grip!

10 things to do to kill the time (and enjoy) in perth

1. go to random cafe *di tempat yang ga biasa..leedervile, subi, freo*
2. window shopping *again..subi, freo, or even morley or the "regular" garbo*
3. cuci mobil
4. go to different bookshops *Koorong*
5. join gym
6. decorating ur house *so many antiques u can find everywhere..IKEA, again freo*
7. nyetir tanpa tujuan
8. BBQ-an
9. nite in or nite out wif close frens
10. join GEREJA

10 things that i couldnt live without

1. JC
2. people who love me
3. people whom i love
4. coffee
5. internet
6. eyeliner en perfume
7. mobile-fone
8. music
9. shopping
10. my mini

10 personality traits that float my boat

1. Passion
2. smart, rada2 *berpolitik* jg gw suka, ber-wawasan lwaz...apalagi yg pinter ngomong
3. pede *wif their inner -not outer- qualities*
4. humility
5. lucu
6. genuine as in apah adanyaa..
7. charm
8. jual-mahal-ness *it is a personality trait* --> it means sense of Pride and Dignity
9. persistancy
10. ambitious

10 personalities/attitudes that sink my ship

1. narcist-ness
2. double-face
3. childish
4. coward-ish
5. kritinggg...!!!
6. intolerant
7. ga tanggung jawab
8. ga mandiri
9. kasar
10. over-emotional

have u ever been blank?

i tink there will olweis be moment where we feel so...blank!

when sumting unexpected, sumting intriguing, astonishing come to our way

it's amazing tat my most typical respond is not

panic, sadness or anger...

it's just blank

u thought u are so sad that u really want to break down

but you are not

or may be it's anger because u can't handle the truth

or may be it's disappointment or indifference

no it aint

it's not a happy or relief moment

it's a feeling of acceptance, but i feel like in denial too

it is so emotional that you really want to express it

but what is it when all u feel is just something, unknown

i wish it would be something other than blank

if it is anger or sadness..at least i would know how to handle 'em

but wat to do with blank-ness??

blank-ness contains tears but a feeling of relief

it contains no regret but a feeling of uncertainty

my blankness also contains cheerful mood and some sort of emotions

usually, when i am sad i am going to eat and when i am angry i scream

when i am blank...

i think and try to make this feeling something else...

i cry

i laugh

i sing

i write poems

i think

but i found no cure

blank feeling

whatever!

may be it's better to leave it as it is

my best fren part 2

*picturenya kecil bgt seh*..cman yang plg ujung kiri ituh namanya Christine..tine inih 3 yrs my senior and i look up to her as my role model..tine inih orang yg karakternya paling kuwat dr semuah org yang pernah gw kenal...orgnya punya prinsip..sgt independent, tough, mandiri, pinter banget..orgnya perfectionist, know how to take care of herself..pinter cerita jg..en lucu banget..tegas tp orgnya jg ngejaga perasaan org bgt..en keibuan bgt dhe..pokoknya in term of personality..tis gurl is 9/10 ahahaha..pokoknya if u meet her..u cannot not falling in luv wif her...

on my left n rite r madeline and xen2..these 2 sisters share kinda similar traits if i should say so...mreka discipline bgt, tanggung jawab en devoted to wat they do but passionate as well..especially xen2..kalo ngomong ceplas ceplos..ga pake introduction lgs ke sasaran..hahahaha gw kadang2 sport jantung jg kalo ditegur ama diah..cman i thank God for her..i believe in life we dont only need ppl who pamper us all d time..we need a slap in our face to wake us up and rise..en she is the one who does tat to me hahahaha *tp xen2 jg bs jd shoulder to cry on ko...jus be honest wif her...wat u see is wat u get*

at the other end..tirzaahh..my partner in cryme!! cw inih is all abt luv and caring hahaha she'll take care of ur well being hahhaha kalo ama tirzah tuh gw dimanjain terus..ampe kita udah dibilang kaya lesbong ama semuah orang hahaha tis gurl is vry open, vry liberal in her thinking, vry expressive..she's all abt fun..orgnya ramah bgt sama semuah org..and vry lovable ^_^

bottom lines, we often ask ourselves.wat does it take to make frens to bcome best frens?

for me,these gurls (part 1 and 2) are my best frens bcoz i found tat wif them, i dun have to pretend to be anything...i can show my clueless-ness (it's so annoying hahaha), my embarassing moment or my achievement and success without the fear of being judged or unaccepted...most of all of course, these gurls are my best frens because when i'm in deep mess (lots of times), they dont leave me nor correcting me..they jump into the mess wif me and help me to fix it and push me up out of the deep hole...luv you gurls!